working life

Salam olls

 

wee...now im officially a working women =) Setahun sudah and to b honest, its tiring! tp wat to do, this is life..n life must go on... enjoy te Pic ... hegege..more to come,stay tuned!



My workstation ... oh my~

Ma'am pemilik workstation ini! =) ps:nice hair..eceh eceh =p

Senarai nama2 engineer at my office...yg last tu smells!

My ring ring...ngee =D ada direct code kall luar hokay...>.<

My Business card..ehem..Msc hokay! *bongkak sat* =P

 

Closes opismate...<3 font="">

Till then
xoxo
BearyBear

Langsat =)

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on dec 1st me and my friends (sue&farah) went to Bukit gamang to do a charity work there with Etika insurance group for elephant. It was nice and relaxing trip. Bertolak from bangsar ke pahang seawal jam 5am and smp around kul 830. well,nama je charity tp me,farah and sue bnyk main ngan gajah je ha,...hehehe..basuh kandang pun x >.< .. i suka sekor gajah ni nama langsat..betina and still baby...baik! mmg keje aku kejar dia and tarik belalai dia...hehe...like2..blk smp kat umah sue around kul 9pm and blk ke umah bangi smp around kul 11pm gak la..neway, thanks etika group! it was an enjoyable trip....DAEBAK!

Me & langsat =)

Till then
xoxo
bearybear

Nov 2nd 2012 is My LSG fanmeeting! weeee.... sharp kul 515pm bertolak dr opis at bangsar =)
then smp around kul 615+sesat+jem lagi...aihh..

smp2 je trus g kat tmpt 100 lucky airens that get to see n meet Lee Seung Gi in person...tot tat seunggi akan turun kat situ,but sadly,hes NOT! the shows stat at 830pm...in the mean time, i mingle around since i go there alone! and meet couple of sweet and friendly airens to talk and gaga with while waiting for the fanmeeting. Dlm hati dupdapdupdap tak pyh ckp la kannn...giler la,xsangka dpt jumpa lee seung gi..walaupun jauh,tp still dpt dgr dia ckp secara live! its worth it! the hall was not wat i expected. kinda lame..n i dont think jazzy group did any good judge on providing him the best avenue and accommodation. Better do nicely next time jazzy group! 

The shows stat at 830pm with the following songs+fan meeting session (dying~)
1. chingu jahna
2.Will u marry me
3.Smile boy
4.Lets go on vacation
5.Because you are my girl
6.Slave
End at 10.04pm! with the VIP grouping pic session (grrrrrr~).

Thru out the show,i totally ENJOY every bit of it...EVERY! get it? he was warm! yes..the perfect words to describe him...warm! owh..jatuh cinta lagi and lagi... infact,he did some homework on our BM language..like...'aku cinta kamu,'nasi lemak','cantik' and 'apakahabar?'...oh myyyyyyy *melting melting*...

I really hope he will come back and do concert here next year despite all the lousy treatment tat hes getting from the jazzy group...blurrhhh~ neway, i still thankfull for the organizer for bringing My prince to malaysia..komawo =)

Last but not least...i miss him the minute the concert ends...i Do! T_T. 

Enjoy the pic =)


xoxo
BearyBear 

nephew ^.^

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His name is Ahmad Nidal Tahar bin Ahmad Azid Tahar. Born on May 8th 2012. weight 2.89kg. At hospital Ampang. =) My second anak buah. The first one is Arwah Nurina Tahar who died at the age of 7months while she still in her mother womb. Al-fathiah. walaupun x pernah bersua, tp aunty rindu kamu...smoga kamu tenang disana =)

MOrning!



hour day of Mr.Nidal life

4months old Nidal

 


3months old NIdal

7months old Nidal          


4 months old Nidal

 

Till Then

xoxo

Beary Bear

Ol 승 기 live in Malaysia on NOV 2nd 2012

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annyeong~
tomorrow i nk g beli tiket seung gi live in malaysia...first time ever! >.< aihhh,melayang lg duit..klu ikutkan, ni kali kedua i g konsert kpop! hahahahahahaha...first of course my Mr.Jang...2nd seunggi... kay,mula2 plan nk beli yg 500+ tu,tp cuty opis i dibekukan kan unless dpt MC (boss benggong~) so,klu 500+ tu rugi sbb dianyer function stat pagi.. takut xsempat dr bangsar...aihhh....seung gi ya >.<

Lee seung gi... welcome to malaysia... all the ticketing info as follows: 



bought on 29 oct 2012

Till then

xoxo,

Bearybear 

안녕하세요

hai! lama x write2 dlm blog kesayangan sy nieh..mian nae blog!

What to write?

summaries for 2012:

Jan: start working at esa + presentation my master thesis
Feb: still working... =(
March : working much
April : trip to sabah with opismate + khaliq turun KL for visit + Khaliq g kore (errrgghhh~!)
May : Ahmad Nidal Tahar was born =) p/s: ensem!!!!
June : cont. working + g pahang intrvw lec wif nida n paan =)
July : work working + puasa
august : puasa+ raya =)
September : daftar utk tangguhkan pendaftaran phD at UTHM

kay..sambung later...got work to do!

xoxo
BearyBear

@_@

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honestly, im really really tired...not only with job, but also with my life...aduyai, i believe everything will gets better, just mayb not now...hopefully i can overcome all the pressure and stress...amin~

xoxo

its been a while =)

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assalammualaikum,hai,annyeong,hello..
its been 4months solid of my working life...so far? okay la kot just stressss with the understudy thing! hurgh... geotechnical lak tu... tp bila pikir blk, its a good thing just aku je yg dah setkan otak utk stop dr blaja...aigoo.O


neway...now im head over heels with Kdrama of King 2 heart  =) seunggi yaaaa....hegegege...sayang itu seunggi! and at the same time, love rain pun i tgk juger..Mr Jang Keun Suk ^.^ ... the 1st 4 epsd is so dem slow and kinda dull, but afterward, the story getting interesting... hate to admit this, but Yoona is pretty cute (grrrrr~) but its true la kan...no doubt la bnyk org favor dier...


moving on with my love life... huh, so far nothing! enough la..penat la mengejar, sius penat! now nk concentrate ngan kerjaya! nak cr kumpul duit n cr harta la dulu.... klu in da future ada jodoh, then is good la, if not, what to do..tu smua dh takdir, bukan x usaha...cuma belom masanyer lagi T_T




till then
xoxo
BearyBear

anxious!

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alhamdullilah...finally dapat kerja kat consultant...namanyer ESA consultant, kat bangsar,near bangsar village...hoho...n also near to mid valley >.< 

tommorow will be my very first day to work. gosh,im so dem anxious! takut+worried alot! dapat ke i buat keje ngan bagus n baik?nebes nebes..tp worried+nebes smua tu x membantu kay..apa yg perlu,keyakinan diri! yes...kena yakin! insyaallah...allah,permudahkan lah hari2 ku yg mendatang..amin~

kay...preparation? hoho...of course la shopping baju+baju+baju...haha..just x beli lg flat shoes...xjumpa yg menarik..aiihh,kena gak cr nie..xde keje aku nk pakai heels je 24jam kat opis kan...grrr~

neway,hopefully tommorow berjln ngan lancar hendaknyer...amin~~

Mr Jang Keun Suk >.<

xoxo

Bearybear

weho.O

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assalammualaikum peeps...

seminggu suda dr tarikh hantar dissertation...aiya..hantar je,selesai stress utk seketika...grrr~

then masalah turn it in..aku pun bukan la main bijak,xrety guna tp main submit bnyk kali..ha,kan padan muka..tp semua dh settle dh,g ipsis,within 2days,settle suda semua..wee..alhamdullillah...my turn it in results 8% je..hoho..

kay,bout life..aihhh...entah la,skrg focus nak merehatkan diri..penat blaja non-stop for 8years!! now rehat kejap,then br nak stat job hunting!

bout my love life...hoho,mmg dh xnmpk apa2 dh..i cant see my future wif him...aihh,neway,i dh terima hakikat dh,walaupun perit..terpaksa gak ah telan,hes not for me n dier pun suka org lain kan...so,wat for force people to love u wen dier cinta org lain...T_T pape pon,li wish yg terbaik utk dia...saya masih sygkan dier,tipu la klu kata x..tp ni la takdir,kite cuma merancang,allah yg tentukan...jd,saya mmg sedang menguatkan diri ini ....

bout friends, bnyk betul kawan aku kawen n yg dh beranak...aaaaaa..kt fb tu,smua post gmbr anak masing2..stressss lak aku tgk..gegegegegege...tp tahniah kpd smua new moms! comel2+ensem2 anak2 korunk..smoga bahagia selalu kay kengkawan...

tu je kot..huu...now i masih obses ngan 2D1N lg...non-stop kan?haha...suka suka! ska tgk gelagat dorunk..smua la! dorunk pun manusia,so comel biler tgk dorunk mcm kiter2 gak ...yelakan,dorunk kan artis,so biler tgk perangai+gelagat mcm kiter2 jugak membuatkan mereka kelakar n comel!! naknyer yg lee seung gi n kim jong min tu...aaa...adore lah dua org itu >.<

n skrg pun i asyyik dok dgr lagu album terbaru lee seung gi yang tonight tu..smua lagu2 dlm tu best! fav i of course la tonight n slave =))))

seung gi yaa...saranghaeyo >.<

xoxo

Bearybear

moviesss

weehuu

kay,for the past 2 weeks,my movies activity mcm sgt active! msk kuar wyg je..so,now nak komen la movie2 tersebut

1. happy feet 2 : comel! eric sgt sgt comel! mcm mumble kecik2..suara dier sgt...awwwww...aihh,pokoknyer,comel la si eric tu...tp jln citer dier mcm biasa,its a cartoon right,wat u expect..n masa g tgk citer ni,bnyk giler makayah bwk anak2 dier turun wyg...i duk sblh tangga,almost all the kids berdiri kat tangga n join ikut berjoget...giler happenning!

2. breaking dawn : errrgghh....wat la weyh..its an international most watched movie kan...tp agak mengecewakan la...first,ader scene yg dier shoot ms bella+edward kawen n kissing scene tuh..boleh nmpk xde org kat blkg tu...apa ni?director dier xpeka! kay,then jln citer...xterang! n x berkembang! kay,i mmg peminat twilight kay,n i read the books accept da breaking dawn...pokoknyer,agak kecewa la...xsuka!xsuka n xsuka! apa la...saya sebagai peminat twilight saga (but not da die hard fan...thank god!) sgt kecewa ngan part 1 ni....

3. Puss in boots : hahahahaha,ha,ni anime yg comel! yaa...cmel giler si puss tu..sius! =) gaya smua dah smart dah,jln,talking smua dh mmg human style..tp part minum maintain kucing style...giler giler comel! aiihh....

kay,ni 3 movie yg i tgk within this past 2 weeks...

till then
xoxo
BearyBear

good good time

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hari ini hari yg panas! aihhh...stress betul...psg aircond mcm xpasang je...siap kipas full blast,tp xde effect pun...hurm...arini nak smbg wat dissertation sikit..nak kire2 for infiltration rate utk data ujan ...ader 1.6k data utk di-analysis...aihh...penat den ha...

ni nak kongsi lg dr koyote.ni group ader kim jong min! hoho..the funny+dumb guy in 2DiN tuh...totally in luv wif his dumb in the show. the word pitch games is da best! hahahahahahahaha...jong min yaa..,sile la dgr =)

koyote - good good time =)


xoxo
BearyBear ^^

Because we're friends ... seung gi yaaa~

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okay,2day post bout lee seung gi latest song called "because we're friends" aka "chingu janha"..

he's so dem cute >.< aihhh....cant get enough of him...neway,this is one of the song in his latest album called "tonight". I didnt download all the records yet, but i will! ngee...seung gi yaaaa (hodong style)...mcm tau2 je lagu nie kan...T_T

p/s:like his new hairstyle =))

till then
xoxo
BearyBear

FAITH!

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assalammualaikum .... lately my life has been upside down..1st due to study of course! hate studying!!!!! n n ... huuurrmm...

biarlah...bknnyer xusaha kan...i've done my part,the best thing is,he doesn't get it! giler la...wasting my time! sius,biler pikir blk,nyesal pun ada...tp xbaikla kan...at least he once makes me feel happy...i senang je ,klu that person can make me happy,sumpah i akan suka dier...tp nk cr yg wat i happy tu,mmg susah...tp...

biarlah,watever happens, it happens for a reason....i believe in Allah...=)

n here i want to thank to my bFF ...amalina najwa aka ema chan! for being such a good listener,kaunselor n friends when i needed...thanx ema...for ur information,ema ni mmg doctor chenta i sejak dr zmn diploma lg...mmg dier la i cr klu nk advice+ngadu...Thanx ema!! looovveeee uuu dem much xoxo


till then
xoxo
Bearybear

yaaaa...

grrrr~

puasa n raya are long gone! n so were my diet...hahaha >.<....aihh, i LOVE food kay =) 

okay,wat to story 2day?bout my study?grrr~ im stuck here with my master study...my thesis xyah ckp la,fenin kepala sudah!!! @@ n i feel like 2 give up weyh...but i know i cant! klu x,membazir je...dh la study master bnyk pakai duit...so no way la aku nak membazirkan begi2 shj...tapi...huuuu T_T

klu ikutkan,senang je aku ni jatuh ke pekuk yg lama kan?aihh..need 2 strengthen that attitude asap! haiihhh....xsukanyer! well,im a girl kan...so,i guess its normal @@ 

wat else 2 talk about?huuu....dah finish tgk citer brilliant legacy...daebak! terbaik ah mak tiri seung mi..rasa nak baling laptop pun ader gak tyme 2...aihh....DAEBAK! seung gi i mmg comel >.< hensem,segak n bahu dier best! seung gi yaaaa (hodong style) saranghamnida, nomu nomu nomu cheongmal saranghanda... ^____^

nae Lee Seung gi ssi... >.<

scream "1 BAk 2 iL "

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kay,enough of sad2 thingy bout my life...now i will post about the thing that makes me happy, i mean really really HAPPY! i can seriously laugh my ass out over this thing...this thing called "1 bak 2iL" aka 2Day1night...hahahahahahahaha...aaaa,this program really a masterpiece work! i loveeeeee this show so much!

Kanghodong,leeseunggi,leesugeun,kimjongmin,eunjiwon n uhmraewong is the MC 4 this show, well, just recently kanghodong quit. but thats okay, i believe the remaning 5 members will do just fine even w/o kanghodong...i hope! weeee....

the show is expected to be over on feb 2012 due to the kanghodong sudden retirement...i just hope that the show will continue forever! The show not only gives the viewers laughter but also promote korea for tourism attraction. From this show,personally, i've learned a lot about korea history, language and culture. And thanx to this show, i really2 admire the korean and i found that korean and Malaysian are not that far different in terms of richness in culture value and family oriented. That makes me even love the koreans.....>.<'

oldcast-Mc Mong,hodong,kimC,jiwon,seunggi,sugeun,jongmin,sanggeun(gae!)

Lately...T_T

huu....

Lately, i felt so down about everything! my studies, my life, my family, MYSELF! huh...its tiring especially when everything and anything that happens to you, you cant share it with anyone! y? because i believe, none of them will truly understand me. Is not that i don't trust my BFF, it just that i don't feel like sharing, thats all...maybe im way too comfortable just being alone. yup,alone T_T

I love my friends, my BFF to be exact! i love them very much! if they have any problems, they always can come to me and share it with me, i'll be a good listener! =) It just that, when it comes 2 my problems, i don't know why i just can't share it with them. sounds complicated right? well, that's me...

city Hunter!

grrrr~

okay,first of all,i want to comment about lee min ho latest drama called 'city hunter'. What can i say is that, he's good! after the BOF phenomena, i dont think there will be any other drama that can make him this huge again...ye la kan,personal taste is like a so so drama, not so much a good drama...tp city hunter, seriously, is a one good drama! i mengaku, i slalu akan tgk pelakon b4 i even build an interest watching a certain drama...n i ngaku juger,walaupun drama tu x best,i akan tgk smp habis sbb the main actor or actress yg berlakon adalh my fav artist. But, if the drama x best, i akan ckp, x best! if the drama is worth watching, i akan cakap that drama is dem good and a must watch drama! so, what im trying to say is that...CITY HUNTER is a drama that DAMN WORTH WATCHING! seriously...u had my word! 

one of my fav scene.....>.<

behind the scene ^^

the CH cast get together for script reading 4 the 1st time =)

xoxo

phew~

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yesterday im taking the ptd examination...dem its tough! grrr~ there's 5 sections! All sections needed to be completed within the time frame. section 1,2 and 3 is okay la since it an abc question. but for section 4 and 5, its an essay question! sius i taram giler...rushing kot! they only gives 1hour time to write 300 - 500 words of essay (english+bm) duh! mmg la kelam kabut...grrr~ but overall,its tiring! the seconds i reach home, i straight hit the bed and knock out for about 2hours! then my stomach wakes me up! haha...after a heavy late lunch, i tgk tv!! wee...citer lie2me and city hunter! owh,lee min ho sgt HOT! >.<

thats all

nae lee seung gi ^_^
*isn't hes cute wif baby?*drooling ~.~

till then
xoxo

Me Myself and I

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assalammualaikum ... sekejap je dah july kan,less than 2 months, new semester@final semester(insyaallah) utk master dh nak bukak...cepatnyer~ anyway,i nak keje!!! giler bhusan suda blaja,cant even look at the books anymore...hate it! and i want to travel...klu ikutkan,i nak berjn ngan family, tp mcm susah ah kan,my eldest brother dh keje,nak set tyme g beramai2 susah ah gak...huu...

recently, me and my friends g kuching, sarawak! perh,giler nostalgia kay...g melawat uitm samarahan+jenjln kuching+g the spring...hurmm...the trip was awesome, got barbecue at khaliq house...overall is enjoying~ but but...hurm,if only la i go with my family kan,mesti best kan..klu ikut kan, i rasa serba salah  g holiday without them...seriously! tp nak bwat mcm mana, benda ni dah lama pakat ngan member2...hurmm

till then
xoxo
beary bear