nephew ^.^

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His name is Ahmad Nidal Tahar bin Ahmad Azid Tahar. Born on May 8th 2012. weight 2.89kg. At hospital Ampang. =) My second anak buah. The first one is Arwah Nurina Tahar who died at the age of 7months while she still in her mother womb. Al-fathiah. walaupun x pernah bersua, tp aunty rindu kamu...smoga kamu tenang disana =)

MOrning!



hour day of Mr.Nidal life

4months old Nidal

 


3months old NIdal

7months old Nidal          


4 months old Nidal

 

Till Then

xoxo

Beary Bear

Ol 승 기 live in Malaysia on NOV 2nd 2012

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annyeong~
tomorrow i nk g beli tiket seung gi live in malaysia...first time ever! >.< aihhh,melayang lg duit..klu ikutkan, ni kali kedua i g konsert kpop! hahahahahahaha...first of course my Mr.Jang...2nd seunggi... kay,mula2 plan nk beli yg 500+ tu,tp cuty opis i dibekukan kan unless dpt MC (boss benggong~) so,klu 500+ tu rugi sbb dianyer function stat pagi.. takut xsempat dr bangsar...aihhh....seung gi ya >.<

Lee seung gi... welcome to malaysia... all the ticketing info as follows: 



bought on 29 oct 2012

Till then

xoxo,

Bearybear 

안녕하세요

hai! lama x write2 dlm blog kesayangan sy nieh..mian nae blog!

What to write?

summaries for 2012:

Jan: start working at esa + presentation my master thesis
Feb: still working... =(
March : working much
April : trip to sabah with opismate + khaliq turun KL for visit + Khaliq g kore (errrgghhh~!)
May : Ahmad Nidal Tahar was born =) p/s: ensem!!!!
June : cont. working + g pahang intrvw lec wif nida n paan =)
July : work working + puasa
august : puasa+ raya =)
September : daftar utk tangguhkan pendaftaran phD at UTHM

kay..sambung later...got work to do!

xoxo
BearyBear

anxious!

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alhamdullilah...finally dapat kerja kat consultant...namanyer ESA consultant, kat bangsar,near bangsar village...hoho...n also near to mid valley >.< 

tommorow will be my very first day to work. gosh,im so dem anxious! takut+worried alot! dapat ke i buat keje ngan bagus n baik?nebes nebes..tp worried+nebes smua tu x membantu kay..apa yg perlu,keyakinan diri! yes...kena yakin! insyaallah...allah,permudahkan lah hari2 ku yg mendatang..amin~

kay...preparation? hoho...of course la shopping baju+baju+baju...haha..just x beli lg flat shoes...xjumpa yg menarik..aiihh,kena gak cr nie..xde keje aku nk pakai heels je 24jam kat opis kan...grrr~

neway,hopefully tommorow berjln ngan lancar hendaknyer...amin~~

Mr Jang Keun Suk >.<

xoxo

Bearybear

weho.O

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assalammualaikum peeps...

seminggu suda dr tarikh hantar dissertation...aiya..hantar je,selesai stress utk seketika...grrr~

then masalah turn it in..aku pun bukan la main bijak,xrety guna tp main submit bnyk kali..ha,kan padan muka..tp semua dh settle dh,g ipsis,within 2days,settle suda semua..wee..alhamdullillah...my turn it in results 8% je..hoho..

kay,bout life..aihhh...entah la,skrg focus nak merehatkan diri..penat blaja non-stop for 8years!! now rehat kejap,then br nak stat job hunting!

bout my love life...hoho,mmg dh xnmpk apa2 dh..i cant see my future wif him...aihh,neway,i dh terima hakikat dh,walaupun perit..terpaksa gak ah telan,hes not for me n dier pun suka org lain kan...so,wat for force people to love u wen dier cinta org lain...T_T pape pon,li wish yg terbaik utk dia...saya masih sygkan dier,tipu la klu kata x..tp ni la takdir,kite cuma merancang,allah yg tentukan...jd,saya mmg sedang menguatkan diri ini ....

bout friends, bnyk betul kawan aku kawen n yg dh beranak...aaaaaa..kt fb tu,smua post gmbr anak masing2..stressss lak aku tgk..gegegegegege...tp tahniah kpd smua new moms! comel2+ensem2 anak2 korunk..smoga bahagia selalu kay kengkawan...

tu je kot..huu...now i masih obses ngan 2D1N lg...non-stop kan?haha...suka suka! ska tgk gelagat dorunk..smua la! dorunk pun manusia,so comel biler tgk dorunk mcm kiter2 gak ...yelakan,dorunk kan artis,so biler tgk perangai+gelagat mcm kiter2 jugak membuatkan mereka kelakar n comel!! naknyer yg lee seung gi n kim jong min tu...aaa...adore lah dua org itu >.<

n skrg pun i asyyik dok dgr lagu album terbaru lee seung gi yang tonight tu..smua lagu2 dlm tu best! fav i of course la tonight n slave =))))

seung gi yaa...saranghaeyo >.<

xoxo

Bearybear

moviesss

weehuu

kay,for the past 2 weeks,my movies activity mcm sgt active! msk kuar wyg je..so,now nak komen la movie2 tersebut

1. happy feet 2 : comel! eric sgt sgt comel! mcm mumble kecik2..suara dier sgt...awwwww...aihh,pokoknyer,comel la si eric tu...tp jln citer dier mcm biasa,its a cartoon right,wat u expect..n masa g tgk citer ni,bnyk giler makayah bwk anak2 dier turun wyg...i duk sblh tangga,almost all the kids berdiri kat tangga n join ikut berjoget...giler happenning!

2. breaking dawn : errrgghh....wat la weyh..its an international most watched movie kan...tp agak mengecewakan la...first,ader scene yg dier shoot ms bella+edward kawen n kissing scene tuh..boleh nmpk xde org kat blkg tu...apa ni?director dier xpeka! kay,then jln citer...xterang! n x berkembang! kay,i mmg peminat twilight kay,n i read the books accept da breaking dawn...pokoknyer,agak kecewa la...xsuka!xsuka n xsuka! apa la...saya sebagai peminat twilight saga (but not da die hard fan...thank god!) sgt kecewa ngan part 1 ni....

3. Puss in boots : hahahahaha,ha,ni anime yg comel! yaa...cmel giler si puss tu..sius! =) gaya smua dah smart dah,jln,talking smua dh mmg human style..tp part minum maintain kucing style...giler giler comel! aiihh....

kay,ni 3 movie yg i tgk within this past 2 weeks...

till then
xoxo
BearyBear

good good time

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hari ini hari yg panas! aihhh...stress betul...psg aircond mcm xpasang je...siap kipas full blast,tp xde effect pun...hurm...arini nak smbg wat dissertation sikit..nak kire2 for infiltration rate utk data ujan ...ader 1.6k data utk di-analysis...aihh...penat den ha...

ni nak kongsi lg dr koyote.ni group ader kim jong min! hoho..the funny+dumb guy in 2DiN tuh...totally in luv wif his dumb in the show. the word pitch games is da best! hahahahahahahaha...jong min yaa..,sile la dgr =)

koyote - good good time =)


xoxo
BearyBear ^^

Because we're friends ... seung gi yaaa~

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okay,2day post bout lee seung gi latest song called "because we're friends" aka "chingu janha"..

he's so dem cute >.< aihhh....cant get enough of him...neway,this is one of the song in his latest album called "tonight". I didnt download all the records yet, but i will! ngee...seung gi yaaaa (hodong style)...mcm tau2 je lagu nie kan...T_T

p/s:like his new hairstyle =))

till then
xoxo
BearyBear

FAITH!

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assalammualaikum .... lately my life has been upside down..1st due to study of course! hate studying!!!!! n n ... huuurrmm...

biarlah...bknnyer xusaha kan...i've done my part,the best thing is,he doesn't get it! giler la...wasting my time! sius,biler pikir blk,nyesal pun ada...tp xbaikla kan...at least he once makes me feel happy...i senang je ,klu that person can make me happy,sumpah i akan suka dier...tp nk cr yg wat i happy tu,mmg susah...tp...

biarlah,watever happens, it happens for a reason....i believe in Allah...=)

n here i want to thank to my bFF ...amalina najwa aka ema chan! for being such a good listener,kaunselor n friends when i needed...thanx ema...for ur information,ema ni mmg doctor chenta i sejak dr zmn diploma lg...mmg dier la i cr klu nk advice+ngadu...Thanx ema!! looovveeee uuu dem much xoxo


till then
xoxo
Bearybear

yaaaa...

grrrr~

puasa n raya are long gone! n so were my diet...hahaha >.<....aihh, i LOVE food kay =) 

okay,wat to story 2day?bout my study?grrr~ im stuck here with my master study...my thesis xyah ckp la,fenin kepala sudah!!! @@ n i feel like 2 give up weyh...but i know i cant! klu x,membazir je...dh la study master bnyk pakai duit...so no way la aku nak membazirkan begi2 shj...tapi...huuuu T_T

klu ikutkan,senang je aku ni jatuh ke pekuk yg lama kan?aihh..need 2 strengthen that attitude asap! haiihhh....xsukanyer! well,im a girl kan...so,i guess its normal @@ 

wat else 2 talk about?huuu....dah finish tgk citer brilliant legacy...daebak! terbaik ah mak tiri seung mi..rasa nak baling laptop pun ader gak tyme 2...aihh....DAEBAK! seung gi i mmg comel >.< hensem,segak n bahu dier best! seung gi yaaaa (hodong style) saranghamnida, nomu nomu nomu cheongmal saranghanda... ^____^

nae Lee Seung gi ssi... >.<

Lately...T_T

huu....

Lately, i felt so down about everything! my studies, my life, my family, MYSELF! huh...its tiring especially when everything and anything that happens to you, you cant share it with anyone! y? because i believe, none of them will truly understand me. Is not that i don't trust my BFF, it just that i don't feel like sharing, thats all...maybe im way too comfortable just being alone. yup,alone T_T

I love my friends, my BFF to be exact! i love them very much! if they have any problems, they always can come to me and share it with me, i'll be a good listener! =) It just that, when it comes 2 my problems, i don't know why i just can't share it with them. sounds complicated right? well, that's me...

phew~

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yesterday im taking the ptd examination...dem its tough! grrr~ there's 5 sections! All sections needed to be completed within the time frame. section 1,2 and 3 is okay la since it an abc question. but for section 4 and 5, its an essay question! sius i taram giler...rushing kot! they only gives 1hour time to write 300 - 500 words of essay (english+bm) duh! mmg la kelam kabut...grrr~ but overall,its tiring! the seconds i reach home, i straight hit the bed and knock out for about 2hours! then my stomach wakes me up! haha...after a heavy late lunch, i tgk tv!! wee...citer lie2me and city hunter! owh,lee min ho sgt HOT! >.<

thats all

nae lee seung gi ^_^
*isn't hes cute wif baby?*drooling ~.~

till then
xoxo

Me Myself and I

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assalammualaikum ... sekejap je dah july kan,less than 2 months, new semester@final semester(insyaallah) utk master dh nak bukak...cepatnyer~ anyway,i nak keje!!! giler bhusan suda blaja,cant even look at the books anymore...hate it! and i want to travel...klu ikutkan,i nak berjn ngan family, tp mcm susah ah kan,my eldest brother dh keje,nak set tyme g beramai2 susah ah gak...huu...

recently, me and my friends g kuching, sarawak! perh,giler nostalgia kay...g melawat uitm samarahan+jenjln kuching+g the spring...hurmm...the trip was awesome, got barbecue at khaliq house...overall is enjoying~ but but...hurm,if only la i go with my family kan,mesti best kan..klu ikut kan, i rasa serba salah  g holiday without them...seriously! tp nak bwat mcm mana, benda ni dah lama pakat ngan member2...hurmm

till then
xoxo
beary bear

recovering

im in my recovering period

too many things in my mind right now

i've read so many positive quote'ssss

all of them are encouraging...of course

but i still stuck with my own thought 

xoxo 

kiTTy

nae sarang...

wuwuwuwu

been talking to a lot of people lately bout my doubted feelings

but still cant seems to find the correct answers...

otteokaji? huuu...

im lost....

help help help

how i wish my life could be more simpler

the simpler the better

xoxo
Bearybear ='(

new miSSioN =.=

okay2..

since 2011 is just around da corner

i need to make a new list of missions statement for the year ahead 

MISSION'SSSS!!!

1:improving my hangeul writting n speaking ^__^

2:I want to b a skinny Bitch! errh...need to discipline myself,tats all!

3: excel in my master study of course =)

4:go to SOUTH KOREA!! 

5:be healthy n active in tennis n squash (the one tat i left not so long aGo)

mmm...

the mission statement will b continue later on, depending if there is sumthing else i wanted to do or achieve for the year ahead 

xoxo

kiTTY

bEaR 

wat i feel right now..TT

My heart still hurts, I can't hold in my tears

Even though I said I had already forgotten, even if I try to lie to myself

Because I still can't forget you

My tears falling like crazy, at this rate, what am I going to do

I want to live proudly, what to do, my tears keep falling

What did I do wrong

Why did we separate

I don't know the reason, I'm so furious

No matter how hard I try to forget, in the end it's still you

My tears falling like crazy, at this rate, what am I going to do

I want to live proudly, what to do, my tears keep falling

Even though I really don't know the reason, no matter what I do will make you mad, right

Because you've always right, and I'm always wrong

Let's go back, stop my tears from falling

My tears falling like crazy, at this rate, what am I going to do

I want to live proudly, my tears keep falling like crazy

아직 가슴이 아픈 건 참아도 눈물이 나는 건

입으론 잊었다 말해도 나조차 속여보려고 해도
널 잊지 못해서 그런 거라서

미친 듯이 눈물이 나 이러다 나 정말 무슨 일 날 거 같아
보란 듯이 잘 살아 보고 싶은데 어떡해 나 계속 눈물이 나

무슨 잘못을 한 건지
뭐가 너를 떠나게 한 건지

이유를 알 수가 없어서 그런 내가 너무나 분해서
잊어보려 해도 결국 너라서

미친 듯이 눈물이 나 이러다 나 정말 무슨 일 날 거 같아
보란 듯이 잘 살아 보고 싶은데 어떡해 나 계속 눈물이 나

정말 이유는 모르겠지만 내가 뭐라도 널 섭섭하게 했겠지
다 니가 맞으니까 내가 틀린 거니까
돌아만 와줘 이 눈물을 멈춰줘

미친 듯이 눈물이 나 이러다 나 정말 무슨 일 날 거 같아
보란 듯이 잘 살아 보려 했는데 눈물만 나 계속 미친 듯이

fuhh...~.~

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annyeonghasaeyo eels,friends,family..

tiring week...been in the hospital for a week!

and it does effect me alot...

and im very thankful to Malaysia goverment

seriously,Hospital serdang ward is like a hotel kay!(1st classnyer lar..)

very thankful to the goverment...everything is FREE! yes...FREE!

the treatment,medical,accommodation n u named it,its FREE!

alhamdullillah...syukur and very thankfull...^^ 

and my mom is getting better n still under probation n recovery period...

kay...its been a week i've lost contact with Mr Jang updates n latest drama...@@

sorry Mr Jang,but i never forget bout u,not even a minute..^^

ur new song-my precious for OST MSOAL is quite similar with the Twilight OST called flightless bird(for me at least..not sure bout others tho)

Mr Jang,sarang sarang sarang haeyo ^_____^

bear ^^

test n test

wee wee

test n test

yup,tats my life...aigo.O

todays plannig: 

1)will b having a light breaking fast

2)bersahur d hotel uitm which is dem cheap RM15 nett-buffet

3)calling plumber for my rented house in shah alam due 2 da serious pipping problems!

4)downloading new video of my sukkie at you tube....suka suka ^^

5)errhh,really need a new hardisk! too many drama needed 2 b download

6)tido n tido n tido...hahaha

kiTTy

bEar

happy 53rd Independent day MALAYSIA

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7 days 2 go b4 my country-MALAYSIA to celebrate our 53rd independent days

alhamdulliah, syukur ...^^

i'm proud to be malaysian (YES i am...heee=) )

me myself salute all the malaysia former's and current leaders for their contributions to the country

without a good leader, it is impossible for a country to be well developed and harmony even thou country's independent achieved

leader does plays a vital roles in the country 

To..

Tun Abdul Rahman, Tun Abd Razak,Tun Hussein Onn,Tun Dr. Mahathir(^^), Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi n Datuk Seri Najib Abdul Razak...

terima kasih^^

(kamsahamnida)

jasamu dikenang

"jalur gemilang"

one of my country patriotic songs

enjoy >.<

KiTTy

bEar